Life is never an easy path to go through. People walk the way they like it. Walk where they like to go. But for me wherever I go, it is not to my favor.It seems that everyone want to go against me. Anyway, once I thought I was free from this life when someone lovely came into my life. Soon, I was shun away because I was not able to give her what she needs. Slowly from strangers to friends followed by relationship and back to being strangers again.

To me, I lost someone special. Someone whom I cared for. Soon, everything came tumbling down. It all went downhill. I asked her to stay but to no avail. I even begged her. But she just said that she do not have the feel. It hurts as though thousand of knifes stabbed through my heart.

Now I am a person without a soul, without a heart, without feelings except for sorrow and sadness. I cannot help it to cry whenever I see your picture. I really just cannot. I tried to hold it back but it just fall like a waterfall. I have been wishing. Wondered if my wish can come through.

Dreams can turn into reality. As for me, it was when dreams turn into a nightmare. Afraid wake up and face the world(you). I am scared that the moment I wake up darkness and sorrow fills my heart. In short, who will be bothered about your life. One by one leaving me. For those who sincerely willing to stay than stay. Do not stay, break me and say goodbye.

The Lonely Boy