Yesterday went to meet my magent mei. Haiz, Wish can talk to her longer but need to go home. Went home then kana scolding by father. Forget about him la. I am like too shy to talk to her la and i do not know what she thinks about me. Hope is something good if not i do not know.

Time- Remedy for the heart- broken

Time to GIVE UP!!!!
Now is the time to let it go cause I want to be good brother and sister with her again so yeah just let it go and live with it. Haiz hope that she will believe me and get back to the same time we had before.

Going to let it go so be with it

Just want to chill but who or what can help?Playing basketball or going for a swim?? Just want to be alone and think about it first. Just see how the situation goes than act according to it. Is getting worst and worst but the day so just be with it no one is able to help me but only myself. (consoling myself ). Seeing someone having a happy life I will be contended. Just want her to life without my presence.

Sometimes without her my life still need to past. So have to be strong and move on. I will miss you

Haiz! Now life is getting tougher and tougher. Even the person I like is also avoiding me.Whats is happening to me!!!! Even i have problem with my school work. I screw up math big time. My friends told me that life is all about ups and downs so just look forward to my future to lead a better life. But how am i suppose to do that??? HOW? Everyday just wearing a mask to school just want to cover up my feelings!!!